I just needed to see some friends.
People with actual friends just give their friends a call, visit them, or invite them if they miss them.
No need for religious meetings to provide the opportynity to see their friends.
Why don't you?
Or won't they take your call, invite you in, accept your invitation?
In that case, they're not friends. They're people you used to know.
The sooner you realize that, the sooner you will start building new friendships with people who actually care about you.